Monday, August 28, 2006

August 28th

On Friday August 28, 1987, London's Daily Telegraph revealed Katherine Jackson's heartbreak, as verified secondhand by "one friend." In Michael, his mother saw only a stranger, "a curious freak" who relished "another personality behind the new face." She was distraught when he disassociated himself from the Jehovah's Witness congregation that May. What little she knew of her son didn't match this man "sharing his home with a menagerie of animals." Now, Michael brandished his peculiarity. It was a conspicuous reminder of just how different he had always been. According to that family friend, the Jacksons had spoiled the "small and fragile" Michael, "but they never understood him." He showed only what he wanted to: "He never allowed them to enter his private world."

The speculation about Michael's off-camera life made it contradictory. How could Michael have one when his eccentricities and reclusiveness proved to be so marketable? When everything you do becomes newsworthy, what doesn't become part of the public record? What exactly would Michael do without us watching? Sister LaToya explains: "Even when Michael isn't working, he's working."

So all-encompassing was the anticipation for Bad, it seemed everyone was both on Michael's payroll and an eager spectator. Michael reports worked like promotion and revealed curious investment. For some media outlets, Michael's imminent unveiling pre-empted other breaking developments. For example, the cover of the August 23rd New York Daily News proclaims "EIGHT DAYS TO GO." Deemed less thrilling for New Yorkers that day was Governer Cuomo and Mayor Koch's announcement. A raucous
15-year debate ended with $810 million committed to rebuild the West Side Highway.

A new Michael album carried greater cultural weight. Michael made sure to that with Bad's two-year theatrical buildup. A series of odd public stunts put his known musical talent in balance with his increasingly enigmatic choices. Individuating himself in public like this was a canny tack, an unexpected gamble. Michael's maneuvering undermined the clean-cut accessibility of his most thrilling incarnation. It heralded the trend that New York Times music critic Jon Pareles saw dismantling Michael's own juggernaut wake: "After the big bang of the early 1980's, when music video and pop geared to the widest possible audience led to the world-beating sales of Michael Jackson's Thriller, the pop audience is splintering again." Some worried that Michael himself was cracking. They read Michael's newly-visible plastic surgeries and lighter skin as proof. He was dismantling the very image that already stood for a singular nostalgia, an unrepeatable moment in music history.

Those two years in the studio produced tension and disappointment. Michael wanted Bad to be "as perfect as is humanly possible." He couldn't do the duet he wanted with Barbra Streisand, and then Whitney Houston, for the album's first Number One single "I Just Can't Stop Loving You." Prince declined the invitation to duel with Michael on the title track. By June 1987, the pressure he felt was almost unbearable. According to Randy Taraborrelli, an associate of Michael's explained: "The closer he gets to completing it, the more terrified he becomes of that confrontation with the public."


On August 28, 2002, Michael met with publishers at the Westin in Stamford, Connecticut. The lighting in the penthouse is nightclub dim. Michael's trying to look scruffy, with facial hair punctuating the rhinestone studs on his slippers. He wears shades. To those gathered, Michael seemed disoriented. After they handed him their latest catalogues, he asked what company they represented. Michael wanted to write a real autobiography now. He wasn't ready when Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis "twisted his arm" to do Moonwalk. Michael cried softly when talking about his loneliness. No one understands
he's just a regular guy. He was disappointed that Diane Sawyer let him down with the June 1995 PrimeTime Live interview. He confided that he barely keeps in touch with his family. He rolled his eyes at the idea of a Jacksons camping trip. Michael shared his recent horror walking the gaming floor with Chris Tucker in Las Vegas. "It was terrifying," Michael explained in his public whisper. "People had to touch me. They had to keep coming up to me and touching me." He sighed, "I am thoroughly bored with myself."

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